研究显示 Research suggests
胎儿在子宫内31周左右 that we start to recognize our mother's voice
就开始认得出母亲的声音 from the womb around 31 weeks.
孩子 Child,
我不懂你何必大老远要我来 I don't know why you brought me all this way
就为了看你打扫别人的家 just to watch you clean somebody else's house.
我大可待在家里看连续剧 I could have been home watching my stories.
婆婆，这是你的新家 This is your new home, Granny.
是吗？ It is?
我知道吗？ Did I know that?
我们看了好多地方，婆婆 We toured a bunch of places, Granny, and this is the one you picked.
这里是你挑的 We toured a bunch of places, Granny, and this is the one you picked.
-记得吗？-蒂妮丝 Remember? - Denise,
我有那么做吗？ did I do that?
你要走了？ Do you-- Do you have to go?
我可以再待一下 I can stay a little longer.
婆婆… Granny…
这张我没看过 I've never seen this.
这时你肚子里怀着席梦儿 This is when you were pregnant with Simone.
我们一出生，语言功能就开始发展 As soon as we're born, our language skills begin to develop.
来罗，是非题 Okay. True or false.
脑脊液产生速度受到颅内压影响 CSF production rate is affected by intracranial pressure.
-错 -停车！ -False. -Stop!
是对吗？ Is it true?
不，是你闯过停止标志了 N-No, you practically rolled past that stop sign.
你不能专心考我，别控制我开车吗？ Why can't you just ask the questions without back seat driving?
你不能找其他实习生读书吗？ Why can't you just study with the other interns?
从出生到六个月 -Okay. -From birth to six months,
随着声带发育，我们大多只会咿咿呀呀和哭叫 we mostly coo, cry and murmur as the vocal cords mature.
你说这古董几年了？ How old is this thing again?
里欧娜是1975年的雪佛兰G10 Leona is a 1975 Chevy G10.
-我们走过风风雨雨 -你花钱买的吗？ -We've been through a lot together. -And you paid money for this?
里欧娜听得见 Shh. She can hear you.
不行，帮帮忙 No, no, no. Come on.
别这样，里欧娜 Come on, Leona.
剩不到100米 Just a hundred more yards.
帮帮忙，你可以的 Come on, girl, you can do it. Come on.
所以你要丢下我一个人 So, you're just gonna leave me here alone.
你有里欧娜 You have Leona.
然后我们发展到牙牙学语，18个月左右开始会讲单词 Then we advance to babbling until words start around 18 months.
最后从字词进步到句子 Eventually, words lead to sentences.
很快我们就忘了不会说话的那段日子 And soon, we forget the time when we couldn't speak at all.
你跟你妈说了艾莉森的游戏日吗？ Did you, uh, tell your mom about Allison's playdate?
还有珂珞依，说了 Yeah. Chloe at 2:00. Yeah.
她需要穿袜子进… And that she needs socks for the--
-体能教室，她知道 -谢谢 -Indoor gym? She knows. -Thanks.
哪天我没来上班 I don't show up for work one day,
就是亚当斯载我的时候出车祸 it's because Adams totaled my car with me in it.
我要去餐厅 I'm gonna head to the cafeteria.
那是怎样？ What was that?
今天供应松饼 Maybe it's waffle day.
他最近有点冷漠 He's just been kind of distant lately.
前一秒还好好的，接着突然惜字如金 I mean, he's fine one minute, and then hardly says two words the next.
他对孩子很正常 I mean, he's normal around the kids,
但孩子睡着后，他就上床 but then once they're asleep, he goes to bed.
你注意到什么事吗？ Have you noticed anything?
-没有 -他跟你聊过，对吧？ -No. -He said something to you, didn't he?
没有 No. No.
我要去检查病人的术后状况 And I have to check my post-ops,
而且现在我好想吃松饼 and now I can't stop thinking about waffles.
真怪 So weird.
我花了30美元买东西修补，你在我墙上挖的孔 I spent 30 bucks on supplies to repair the holes you made on my walls.
支付转账或填病程纪录，给你选 Venmo or progress notes. You pick.
我选择你滚远一点 I pick you getting out of my face.
听好了 Okay, listen up.
外医国考在一周后举行 The ABSITE exam is one week from today.
谁没加进行事历，我就请谁走路 If it's not in your calendars, you no longer work for me.
谁考试迟到，或是忘了去考 If you are late to the exam, if you forget to show up,
我也会请那人走路 you also no longer work for me.
-我喜欢标准化考试 -到底谁会喜欢？ -I like standardized tests. -Said literally no one ever.
考第一名的人 Except the one person who aced it.
你又参加了什么计划吗？ So, what other programs did you get into again?
还没完成处置纪录的人，赶快完成 And if you haven't already, your completed procedure logs
交给史密特或赫姆 should be submitted to Schmitt or Helm.
-我完成了 -我还差一点 -Mine's done. -Mine's almost done.
引用布兰蒂的金句：「差一点也不算数」 Well, in the immortal words of Brandy, "almost doesn't count."
格瑞弗斯，你迟到了 Griffith. You're late.
-是的，对不起 -她后脑杓长了眼睛 -I know. I'm so sorry. -She has eyes in the back of her head.
我从窗面看到你们的倒影 I can see your reflection through the window.
-认真点 -贝利医生，早 - Get it together. - Morning, Dr. Bailey.
全员出动 -Hey. -Wow, it's everyone.
有麻烦的是他们还是我？ Are they in trouble or am I?
他们是实习生，专门惹麻烦 They're interns. They're always in trouble.
亚当斯 Adams.
多里安卡德纳斯，内视镜夹治疗压力性溃疡后 Dorian Cardenas. Post-endoscopic clip for stress ulcer.
血红素及血容比稳定，能进食清流质 H and H is stable. Tolerating a clear liquid diet.
化验结果正常，可行走且不疼痛 His labs are normal, and he is ambulating and pain-free,
所以今天我们要让他转出重症监护室 which is why today we are downgrading him from the ICU.
真的吗？ Wait, really?
你会怀念这段毫无隐私 We know you'll miss having no privacy
且全体室友病情危急的日子 and all of your suite mates being in critical condition.
那是安田恭喜你的方式 That's Yasuda's way of saying congratulations.
还有… And…
《红斗篷》第12集？ Red Cloak Volume 12?
我好爱这套故事 I love this series.
刚发行，听我儿子说的 It just came out, according to my son.
庆祝活动必须喊停了 Oh, okay, I have to cut this celebration short.
手术室需要我，我们以后楼上见 I'm needed in the OR. I will see you upstairs.
虽然很扫兴，但你们都该上工了 As much fun as this party is, you all have work.
米伦、格瑞弗斯、关，去急诊室 Millin, Griffith, Kwan, take the pit.
安田、亚当斯，带多里安去新病房 Yasuda, Adams, take Dorian to his new room.
好 Yeah.
胸管…胸管 Chest tube, chest tube, chest tube, chest tube.
-我的处置纪录剩一组胸管 -我也是 I have one left on my procedure log.
-我的处置纪录剩一组胸管 -我也是 Well, me too.
想赌谁先完成吗？ Want to bet who finishes first?
输的请喝乔酒吧？ Loser by drinks at Joe's?
赌了 You're on.
这部我来，林肯，另一部给你 I got this one. Link, you got the other.
什么情况？ What do we got?
吉莲孟德森，46岁，车祸，昏迷指数15 Gillian Mendelson, 46. Status: Post-MVC. GCS 15.
短暂失去意识，小型头部撕裂伤，主诉头痛 Brief LOC, small head lac, complaints of headache.
如果不是刚车祸，我会以为是偏头痛 I'd think it's a migraine if I wasn't just in a car accident.
我们送你进去检查 Let's get you inside and check you out.
等等，我想确定卡珊卓没事 Wait. I want to make sure Cassandra is okay.
卡珊卓路易斯，45岁，车祸，昏迷指数15，左膝盖肿胀 Cassandra Lewis, 45. MVC. GCS 15. Left knee swelling.
给了她吗啡止痛 We gave her morphine for the pain.
卡珊，宝贝，你还好吗？ -Hi. -Cass, you okay, babe?
记得孩子们去足球营时 Remember when the kids were at soccer camp
我们吃的那种软糖吗？ and we tried those gummies?
她没事 She's okay.
要确定你也没事，走吧 We gotta make sure you are too. Let's go.
洁登，慢下来 Jayden, slow down.
再有人骨折的话，妈咪吃不消 Mommy can't handle any more broken bones today.
迈尔斯佛格森 Miles Ferguson? -Ooh. Ooh.
-这次真猛 -你怀孕多久？ - Oh, this is a bad one. -How far along are you?
39周 Thirty-nine weeks.
我有不规则宫缩，只是假性收缩 I'm having irregular contractions. Just Braxton-Hicks.
没什么大不了 Nothing serious.
你的手腕呢？ How's your wrist?
我像被套牢了 Wow. This feels like a trap.
爱说笑，怎么回事？ Smart man. What happened?
我当时在搬家具，准备展示房子 I was moving furniture, getting the house ready for a showing,
新鞋加大理石地板，导致滑倒 and you know, new shoes, marble floors, I slipped.
是他的中介业务，他可以派人做 It's his brokerage. He has people who do this for him.
他们把办公桌摆在早餐角落，根本乱来 They put the desk in the breakfast nook. It made no sense. It made no sense.
我们帮你照X光 We'll get an X-ray.
又收缩了吗？ Is that another contraction?
只是消化不良 Uh, just indigestion.
从上周开始 It-It started last week.
我的妇产科医生说 Uh, my OB says it's normal
-这在怀孕后期很正常 -对 - this late in pregnancy. -Yeah.
这次是收缩 Oh, th-- this is a contraction.
不少人排X光，要等一会儿 X-ray's pretty backed up. It might be a while.
我可以先带你去妇产科 Why don't I run you up to OB in the meantime
确认一下你的状态 just to see how you're progressing.
如果暂时走不了，这样也好 Yeah, if we're stuck here for a while, it makes sense.
好，对 Okay. Yeah, yeah.
而且妇产科护理师偷藏了一堆饼干 Also the OB nurses have a secret stash of cookies…
我可能知道藏在哪里 …and I might know where it is.
太可惜了，洁登不喜欢吃饼干 Oh, well, that's too bad. Jayden doesn't like cookies.
我喜欢吃饼干 I do like cookies.
好，那我们走吧 Okay. Well, let's go.
好的 All right.
拜托别摔倒了 Uh, don't fall off anything, please.
走吧 Come on.
-关，你看到什么？-什么都没看到 What do you see, Kwan? -I see nothing.
X光显示很正常 X-ray looks normal.
那我的膝盖怎么肿得像垒球？ So why is my knee the size of a softball?
有很多血，所以我们要扎入针头把血排出 There's a lot of blood. So we'll have to insert a needle and drain it.
关，帮她安排治疗室 Kwan, can you book her in a procedure room?
-好 -吉莲的颈椎没事 -Yep. -Okay. Gillian's C-spine is clear.
你们俩很幸运 You both are very lucky.
知道另一辆车开多快吗？ Any idea how fast the other car was going?
不快，停得好好的 It wasn't. It was parked.
是我的车 It was mine.
我们在汉弥敦景观公园 We were at Hamilton Viewpoint.
-那里是不是… -青少年亲热的地方？ -Isn't that where the-- -Teenagers go to make out?
对，我们知道 - Yeah, we know. -
我本来想说步道起点，不过感谢提供资讯 I was going to say where the trailhead starts, but I appreciate the tip.
在工作跟孩子之间，我们相处时间不多 Between work and our kids, we don't get a lot of alone time,
所以我觉得约出来午餐不错 so I thought it would be nice to meet for lunch.
我说的「午餐」 And by "lunch, " I mean,
也不是午餐，我就不说破了 not lunch, if you know what I mean.
总之，打得正火热 Anyway, things heated up.
我或她踢到了手刹车 One of us must have kicked the parking brake,
紧接着就出事了 and the next thing you know,
车子滚下山坡，撞上她的小货车 the car was rolling down the hill, smashed into her minivan,
我的脑袋好像快爆炸 and my brain felt like it was gonna explode.
你的神经检查没事，但要做CT比较保险 Well, your neuro exam is good, but we're gonna do a CT just to be safe.
-好吗？-好 -Okay? -Great.
那是我的 Oh. That's mine.
找到了 There it is.
拉上帘子，拜托快拉上 Shut the curtain. Please, shut the curtain.
吉儿？ Gill?
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
汽车应用程序显示车祸 Car app said there was an accident.
你没接电话，所以我打给警察 You won't answer your phone, so I called the police.
-他们说你在这里 -我没事，只是头痛 -They said you were here. -Yeah. I'm-- I'm okay. My head just hurts.
医生，他叫亚伦 Um, doctors, this is Aaron.
我的丈夫 -My husband. -Huh.
幸会 Nice to meet you.
实习医生
布哈里医生请到心脏重症监护室 Dr. Bokhari to peds ICU.
大卫布哈里医生请到心脏重症监护室 Dr. David Bokhari to peds ICU.
-杜古医生 -请说 -Dr. Ndugu? -Yeah?
我知道你最近挺辛劳的 I know that it's been kind of hectic for you
因为你部门的人手不足 with the understaffing in your department.
如果需要什么帮忙 If there's ever anything I can do for you,
请随时告诉我 please don't hesitate to let me know.
好，谢谢 Okay. Appreciate that.
也许我们能找时间 Maybe we could grab a drink
喝一杯，好好了解彼此 and get to know each other better sometime.
我目前的行程有点乱，但我会考虑 My schedule is a little crazy right now, but I-- I'll keep that in mind.
-好 -好的 - Okay. - All right.
她感觉人挺好的 She seems nice.
是 Yeah.
没错 Um, yeah, she is.
你有什么事吗？ Did you need something?
我们要一起治疗莱利先生的食道裂孔疝气 Well, looks like we're on Mr. Riley's hiatal hernia together.
似乎是的 Yeah, looks that way.
我很期待 Looking forward to it.
我也是 Me too.
躲猫猫 Peekaboo! -
洁登喜欢慢慢来 Ooh, Jayden took her sweet time.
我生她花了72小时 I was in labor for 72 hours.
这次宝宝会快得多 Well, this baby is gonna go a lot faster than that.
你已经扩张了4.5公分 You are already four and a half centimeters dilated.
所以要让你住院 So, we're gonna have to admit you.
不能生，我们没准备好 I-- I can't be in labor. We're not ready.
我妈没来 My mom's not here.
我丈夫在急诊室，手腕骨折 My husband's in the emergency room with a broken wrist.
好的，萝伦，你的血压有点高 Okay, um, Lauren, your blood pressure is going up a little bit.
做几个深呼吸 - So just take some deep breaths. -
很好 That's great.
你上次看妇产科是什么时候？ Okay. When was the last time that you saw your OB?
上个星期 It was, uh, last week.
他们帮我验血，但我还不知道结果 They ran some blood work, but I haven't heard anything.
我预计明天回诊 I was scheduled to go back tomorrow.
好，我们要联络索取她的产前纪录 Okay. Um, we will call to follow up on her prenatal records.
-还有帮她验血验尿 -好 - And, um, send for blood and urine tests. - Yeah.
谁去通知迈尔斯？ -Will someone tell Miles? Okay. -I'll get him up here.
-我带他上来 -好 -Will someone tell Miles? Okay. -I'll get him up here.
要我们带洁登去托儿所吗？ Okay. Do you want us to take Jayden to day care?
洁登，你想去托儿所吗？ Jayden, do you want to go up to day care?
很多玩具好好玩，我女儿也在那边 There's so many fun toys, and my daughter is there,
她跟你差不多大 and she's almost as old as you.
宝贝，想去吗？想吗？好 You wanna go, baby? Yeah? Okay.
亲我一下好吗？ Can I have a kiss right here? Mmm.
-好，我爱你 -爱你 -All right. I love you. -Love you.
好，谢谢 All right. Thank you.
小女娃还不知道，她的人生会有天翻地覆的变化 That little girl has no idea how much her life's gonna flip upside down.
一直都是我们三个人 It's always been just the three of us.
小孩的表现往往好过大人的预期 Kids always handle stuff better than adults think they will.
爸爸则有待加强 Dads, not so much.
同意 Fair.
卡珊卓在治疗室，你觉得丈夫知道吗？ Cassandra's in the procedure room. You think the husband knows?
他应该知道她们一起上皮拉提斯，跟吃早午餐 I think he knows they went to Pilates and brunch.
我有点好奇结果如何 I kind of want to see how this turns out,
但林肯要我做膝盖抽液，而我有场打赌要赢 but Lincoln's letting me do a knee aspiration, and I have a bet to win.
我提过我只要再缝合一道撕裂伤吗？ Mmm. Did I mention I only have suture one more laceration for my log?
一组胸管、两组点滴，你就要请我喝几杯 One chest tube, two IVs, and then you're buying me drinks.
你挺有把握的嘛 You sound very sure about that.
-输的请饮料和薯条 -太夸张了 -Uh, loser buys drinks and fries. -It's gotten completely out of hand.
亚伦，拜托 Aaron, please.
她不断打电话传简讯要你接送 She's constantly calling and texting. Always asking for a ride.
她太依赖你了 She depends on you too much.
你知道卡珊载柔伊去踢球多少次吗？ Do you know how many times Cass has driven Zoe to soccer?
她开车这么危险，一次都嫌多 Too many, if this is the kind of accident she gets in.
-我们找律师 -做什么？ -We should get a lawyer. -For what?
车子保险杆掉了，你进了医院 Our bumper's gone, and you're in the hospital.
我知道她是你朋友，还是单亲妈妈 I know she's your friend, I know she's a single mom,
但这跟我们无关 but this should not be on us.
她追撞你，对吧？ She rear-ended you, right?
能做CT了，我们送你过去 Okay. CT's ready. We can get you up now.
太好了，我是说好的 Great. I mean, okay. Okay.
-我们走 -亚伦，再见 -Okay, let's go. -Bye, Aaron.
再见 Bye.
有消毒水味，没有景观，不过… Smells of antiseptic, doesn't have a view, but--
不是重症监护室 It's not the ICU.
-而且… -大惊喜！ And-- - Surprise!
祝阿多早日康复
不会吧 No way.
詹姆斯？费欧娜？ James? Fiona?
他们来找你而且坚持要见面 They reached out and insisted on being here.
-希望你别介意 -超欢迎 - I hope that's okay. - More than okay.
我们是工程课程的同学 We're in the same engineering program.
现在不是了 Well, we were.
没事，我们带了上学期的作业让你恶补 Don't worry. We brought all your work from last semester so you can catch up.
才怪，别乱讲 No, we didn't, jerk.
不过我们带了一叠同学写的卡片 We did bring a bunch of cards from people back at school though.
-阿多，大家都很想你 -莫名其妙 -Everybody misses you, D. -Not entirely sure why.
我们先帮你安顿 All right, let's get you settled here.
等等，她要生了？ Wait. She-- She's in labor?
好，我要坐下来 - Okay, I-- I need to sit down. - You're sitting down.
-你是坐着 -你确定？ - Okay, I-- I need to sit down. - You're sitting down.
你确定？ You sure?
你靠在床上… You're leaning against the bed--
不，我是说你确定她要生了？ No, no, no. I mean-- I mean, are you sure she's in labor?
她已经扩张了4.5公分 She is four and a half centimeters dilated.
好，我过去，洁登人呢… Okay, I gotta get up there. And where's Jay--
洁登在医院托儿所 Jayden is in the hospital day care.
你手腕的伤势帮不了她或萝伦 You are no good to her or Lauren with that wrist.
你的X光显示桡骨远端骨折 Your X-ray shows a distal radius fracture.
-很糟吗？-不会 -Is that bad? -No.
我们带你去石膏房，让骨科帮你固定骨头 We'll take you to the cast room so someone from ortho can set the bone,
给你上夹板，你就能去看宝宝了 they'll make you a splint, and then you can go have a baby.
好，那萝伦还好吗？ Okay. Um… how did Lauren seem?
-她害怕吗？-完全不怕 -Was she scared? -Not at all.
-她表现很棒 -是吗？ -She's doing great. -Yeah?
-对 -好的 -Yeah. -Okay.
我请护理师给你止痛药 I'll have a nurse get you something for the pain.
好，谢谢 -All right. Thank you. -Mm-hmm.
-这要照多久？-很快的 -How long does this take? -It should be quick.
我希望能久一点 Well, I was hoping it would be longer.
头不晕的话，我宁愿住下来 If my head wasn't pounding, I'd just as soon stay.
请放轻松，身体别动 Well, relax while you can and hold still, okay?
你们想知道我怎么惹出这麻烦，对吧？ You want to know how I got in this mess, don't you?
-你不需要说 -有点想 -You don't have to tell us. -Kind of.
亚伦和我从法学院毕业后就结婚 Aaron and I got married right after law school.
我们生了孩子，一起拼事业 We had our kids, we did our jobs.
孩子长大了，而工作… And then the kids were older, and work was--
我是处理税法的，这些工作好无聊好沉闷 Well, I do tax law, and all of it just got so boring. Uninspiring.
然后我在家长教师会遇到卡珊，她让人生不再无聊 But then I met Cass at the PTA, and she made life not boring.
然后我自作自受，现在头超痛 So here I am with a giant headache.
-身心都痛 -很复杂 - Literally and figuratively. - Complicated.
你觉得她有蜘蛛膜下腔出血？ Do you think she has a subarachnoid hemorrhage?
不，扫描没事，是情况很混乱 No, her scan's clear. Situation's a mess.
-祝你们好运 -好 -Well, good luck. -Yeah.
有进展吗？ Any updates?
骨折的丈夫急着想知道 Husbands with broken bones are forcefully inquiring.
她的扩张来到了5公分，很顺利 She is five centimeters dilated and progressing beautifully.
-迈尔斯还好吗？-小骨折，正在上夹板 -How's Miles doing? -Small break. They're splinting him now.
他最好别拿这个当借口不换尿布 He better not use that as an excuse to avoid changing diapers
或不送孩子上托儿所 - or do preschool drop-offs. -
-你有一个女儿或… -对，露娜 -You have one daughter, or… -Yeah, Luna.
但我的伴侣有个儿子，一样年纪，一样麻烦 But my partner, he has a son. Same age, same chaos.
-吵翻天，对吧？-对 -Nothing like noise, right? -Right.
你行的，我晚点带迈尔斯过来 You've got this. I'll bring Miles up in a bit.
-好，谢谢 -能给我… -Okay. Thank you. -Can I have a--
-能给我面纸吗？-好 -Can I have a tissue? -Sure.
萝伦，你还好吗？会头痛或视力模糊吗？ Lauren, are you okay? Do you have any headaches? Blurry vision?
哪里不对劲吗？ Is something wrong?
她的血液跟尿液化验好了吗？ Have her blood and urine tests come back yet?
好的，呼吸，呼吸 Okay. Just breathe. Breathe.
可恶，她的血压飙高 Damn it, her blood pressure's skyrocketing.
她子痫症发作 Oh, oh, she's having an eclamptic seizure.
让她侧躺，就是这样 Let's get her on her side. There you go.
注射六克的硫酸镁，呼叫德露卡医生 Push six-gram bolus of mag and page Dr. DeLuca.
要马上帮她剖腹产 We have to take her for a C-section now.
你没事的，萝伦，没事的 Okay. You're okay, Lauren. Okay. It's okay.
做得好，关，继续 Nice work, Kwan. Keep going.
这就是绝顶升天的代价，是吧？ Guess this is the price you pay for great sex, huh?
好像有点高昂 Seems expensive.
很高昂 Expensive.
这是我对吉莲的第一印象 That's what I thought of Gillian when we first met.
她穿着昂贵运动休闲服去学校开会 She'd show up to school meetings in her pricey athleisure,
在会议快结束时 and just when the meeting was about to end,
她老是会再发问一次 she'd always have one more question.
我应该要觉得她很烦，但她却令我着迷 Everything about her should annoy me, but she mesmerizes me.
她的声音、她的固执、她的身体 Her voice, her persistence, her body.
还有性爱 And the sex.
无法想象的美好，膝盖受伤了也值得 Just mind-blowingly good. Bust-your-knee-not-even-care good.
我知道在孩子们上大学前，她是不会离开亚伦的 And I know she's not gonna leave Aaron until the kids are in college,
但我停不下来 but I can't stop.
也不想停 Don't want to.
尤其她表现这么好… Especially when she does this thing--
好的，看来这里处理完毕了 Okay. It looks like we're all done here.
你的膝盖要做磁振造影 You need an MRI on that knee.
关医生会带你去，你只缺一组点滴 Dr. Kwan will take you. One more IV and you're done.
能把胸罩还我吗？ Can I get my bra back?
你要怎么付钱？ Um, how are you gonna pay for that?
只是想吃一口 Just wanted a bite.
就像你昨晚想吃一口我煮的炖菜 Just like how you wanted to take a bite out of the stew I made last night
然后就被吃光了？ and then it was gone?
我的随你吃 Take as many as you want.
室友就该这样分享食物 - And that is how roommates share food. -
你早上去哪里了？ Where were you this morning?
我的婆婆… My grandma--
你穿有钢圈的 Got an underwire guy.
是我的病患的 Mm-mmm. It's my patient's.
他的病患跟我的病患偷情，我的病患是有夫之妇 Who is having an affair with my patient who is married to a man.
刺激 Juicy.
我支持吉莲小队 I'm Team Gillian.
我认为婚姻是过时的制度 I think that marriage is an antiquated institution.
她丈夫知道吗？ Well, does her husband know that?
放射科，该走了 Oh. Radiology. Gotta go.
-都给你 -谢谢 - That's all you. - Thank you.
我爱吃葡萄 I love grapes.
几点去乔酒吧吃晚餐？ So, what time is dinner at Joe's?
现在变赌晚餐？ Oh, so it's dinner now?
你怕输吗？ Are you afraid of losing?
不怕 No.
我只是在想乔酒吧哪几天晚上有餐酒搭配 I'm just trying to remember what nights they do wine pairings at Joe's.
葛蕾史隆纪念医院
我忙着批准采购订单 Oh, I got tied up approving some purchase orders.
-抱歉来晚了 -什么事来晚了？ -Sorry I'm late. -Late for…
手术，杜古要我跟你一起刷手 Surgery. Ndugu asked that I scrub in with you.
-我能问原因吗？-他没说 -May I ask why? -Well, he didn't say.
理查，感谢你对我的关心，但我很好 Richard, I appreciate you looking out for me, but I am good.
我昨天做了三次手术，今早做了一次 I had three procedures yesterday and one this morning,
食道裂孔疝气只是小意思 and a hiatal hernia is nothing for me.
-别担心 -好 -Don't worry. -Right.
很高兴有你参与 Well, glad you're here.
-说吧 -30岁，第二次怀孕，生过一个 Talk to me - Thirty years old.
-说吧 -30岁，第二次怀孕，生过一个 Gravida 2, para 1.
没过往病史，快速发展到子痫 No past medical history. Rapidly progressed into eclampsia.
-妈妈的名字是？-萝伦 What's mom's name? - Lauren.
十号刀 Ten blade.
好的 Okay.
好，萝伦 Okay, Lauren.
我们要取出宝宝，然后你就没事了 We're gonna get this baby out, and then you're gonna be fine.
只要再几秒钟 Just a few more seconds.
我切开子宫壁了 I'm through the uterine wall.
大家准备，宝宝要来了 Get ready, everybody. Baby coming your way.
请新生儿重症监护室准备 Have the NICU team on standby.
宝宝很好 Baby looks good.
夹子 Clamp.
剪刀 Scissors.
我知道 I know.
好的 Okay.
她大量出血 Ah, she's bleeding heavily.
按摩子宫 Massaging the uterus.
再给她催产素跟传明酸，她的血压又升高了 Give her more Pitocin and push TXA.
再给她催产素跟传明酸，她的血压又升高了 Her blood pressure's rising again.
是子宫无力和血管内广泛凝血，给我夹子止血 It's uterine atony and DIC. We got a bleeder. Clamp.
-O缝合线 -小心输尿管 - O-chromic. - Watch out for the ureter.
出血控制住了 Yeah. Okay. Bleeding's under control.
将子宫切口闭合 Okay, let's close the hysterotomy.
快点送她上楼，她就能早点看宝宝 The sooner we get her upstairs, the sooner she meets her baby.
O可吸收缝线 O-PDS.
她还在出血 She's hemorrhaging. Okay, it looks like the upper abdomen.
-看来是上腹部 -可能是肝包膜下血肿 She's hemorrhaging. Okay, it looks like the upper abdomen.
-看来是上腹部 -可能是肝包膜下血肿 It could be a liver subcapsular hematoma.
她说过右上腹会疼痛吗？ Was she complaining of right upper quadrant pain?
她是产妇，我以为是生产痛 She was in labor. I thought her pain was that.
我…好的 I-- Okay. Um…
要改做剖腹探查术，需要吸水垫，呼叫贝利医生 We're gonna convert to an ex lap. I need lap pads and page Dr. Bailey.
什么叫扫描很正常？ What do you mean her scan is clear?
-亚伦 -你明明会痛 - Aaron. - You're clearly in pain.
会让她留院观察，可能是脑震荡 We're gonna keep her in for observation. This could be a concussion.
她撞到头，力道不小 She did hit her head pretty hard.
是吗？ You did?
才会撞出伤口 Well, that's how she got the cut.
安全气囊没充气吗？ Why did the airbag inflate?
有的，我撞到门，先别提这个好吗？ Oh, uh, it did. I-- I hit the door. Can we not talk about this now?
但伤口在右边… But the cut's on the right side of your head--
-幸好我们… -如果你在开车，车门应该在… -Listen, the good thing is-- -If you were driving, the door would be--
-我的头真的很疼 -冰敷袋敷着… -Oh, my head is really pounding. -Try to keep the ice pack…
-好 -她撞太猛，你跌下座位？ She hit you so hard that it flipped you in your seat?
不能让那女人载我们的孩子 That woman should definitely not be driving our kids around.
她没责任感而且… She's irresponsible and--
我跟她偷情！ We're having an affair!
我们要离开吗？ Could we please be anywhere else?
-你说什么？-偷情！ -What'd you say? -An affair!
懂吗？做爱，你跟我不再做的那档事 You know, sex? The thing you and I never have anymore.
卡珊和我在后座翻云覆雨 That's what Cass and I were doing in the back seat,
我们已经这样做了两年了 like we've been doing for two years.
两年！ Two years!
还有问题吗？ Any more questions?
对他大吼后，我舒服多了 I felt a lot better yelling at him.
有时候宣泄出来会如释重负 Well, sometimes getting it all out can be a huge relief.
不，我现在很过意不去，但在我大吼时… No, no, I-- I feel awful now, but when I'm yelling…
我的头就不痛了 my head doesn't hurt!
萝伦开了五公分 Lauren is at five centimeters.
什么？ What?
我传讯给你们的妇产科医生，但她还没回 I texted your regular OB, but she hasn't responded yet.
好，萝伦说过我多常摔伤吗？ Okay. Did, uh-- Did Lauren tell you how on-brand this is for me?
她有稍微暗示 - She may have hinted a little. -
我们读大学时认识，总体经济学入门 We first met in college. Intro to macroeconomics.
她好美，我忍不住盯着看 Yeah. She was so beautiful, I just couldn't stop staring.
没注意到我要坐的地方没有椅子 Didn't even notice there was no chair where I was trying to sit.
在我的梦中情人面前跌得四脚朝天 Fell flat on my ass in front of the girl of my dreams.
真甜蜜 That's sweet.
痛死了，但为了她很值得 Yeah, hurt like hell, but she's worth it though.
他们会带你去萝伦佛格森的病房 Uh, they can take you to Lauren Ferguson's room.
我一回复完就帮你确认 I'll check in as soon as I respond to this page.
-没问题 -好的 -Okay, cool. -All right.
苏艾伦福特医生请到小儿科 Dr. Ford to Pediatrics. Dr. Sue Ellen Ford to Pediatrics.
你有一箱足球用品放在车库 You left the box of your soccer crap in the garage.
你换了线上学习的密码吗？ Did you change the password to the online study prep?
-昨晚我中途被踢出 -对，因为是我的账号 -It kicked me out mid-session last night. -Because it's my login.
-别提班尼的事 -来检查生命征象 -Not the Benny story. -Just here to check vitals.
好 Sure.
詹姆斯跟班尼说布朗克工业 So, James is telling Benny about how Bronk Industries
是腐败的政府组织 is a corrupt government organization.
-他看过报告，长篇大论 -班尼是谁？ -He's read the reports, blah, blah, blah. -Who's Benny?
转学生，好人 Transfer student. Good guy.
总之詹姆斯讲个不停，最后班尼说了 Anyway, James is going on and on until finally Benny goes,
「你不知道我姓什么吧？」 "You don't know my last name, do you?"
班尼姓布朗克 Benny's last name is Bronk.
他爸是公司老板 His dad owns the company.
你猜毕业后谁不会雇用詹姆斯？ You know who won't be recruiting James after graduation?
你们先出去好吗？ Hey, could you guys give me a minute?
-没问题 -好 -Yeah, of course. -Sure.
被朋友们抛下的感觉很糟 It sucks when your friends move on without you.
不是的… No, that's not--
我的造口袋好像漏了 I think my ostomy bag is leaking.
吉莲，我们拍好影像了，请稍等 Okay, Gillian, we took the image. Just give it a second.
我能大叫吗？ Can I yell?
请便 Uh, sure.
真的很抱歉，但是这样做我觉得好多了 I'm really sorry, but it feels so much better when I do this.
吉莲，我要关掉对讲机 Gillian, I'm going to turn off the intercom.
所以有需要的话请大声叫我们 So just yell at us if you need anything.
你错过了她对丈夫大吼的戏码 Hey, so you missed the version where she was yelling at her husband.
-你跟泰蒂谈过了吗？-扫描结果出来了 Uh, oh. Hey, have you talked to Teddy?
-你跟泰蒂谈过了吗？-扫描结果出来了 Hmm? Um, oh, Scans are up.
我还是没看到异状 Yeah, I still don't see anything.
她刚才一路上蒙着枕头大叫 She was yelling into a pillow the entire way up here.
只有扫描的时候暂停片刻 We only got a break when we did the scan.
吉莲，我们再扫描一次，这次你继续叫 Gillian, we are going to scan you again, and this time just keep screaming.
没问题！ No problem!
米伦，人在尖叫时，头部静脉压会怎样？ Millin, what happens to the venous pressure in the head when we scream?
-会改变吗？-你答对了 -Does it-- Does it shift? -You are correct.
我也答对了，看 And so am I. There.
吉莲，你的这个疾病叫做下疝畸形 Gillian, you have something called an Arnold-Chiari malformation.
会因颈部扭伤触发 It can be triggered by whiplash.
尖叫会让小脑扁桃体移动 Screaming shifts your cerebellar tonsils
这能缓解部分的颅内压 which relieves some of the intracranial pressure.
所以尖叫会让你舒服一些 That is why it is making you feel better.
你有没有办法让我不用尖叫 Can you make it so I don't have to scream
-也能舒服？-拜托让她别叫了，抱歉 -to feel good? -Please make it stop. I'm sorry.
只要做个简单的减压手术 It is a straightforward surgery to relieve the pressure.
今晚就能做 We can do it tonight.
谢谢 Thank you.
我能见卡珊卓吗？ Can I see Cassandra?
我好想念手术室，无菌的房间、仪器的声响 God, I miss the OR.
我好想念手术室，无菌的房间、仪器的声响 I mean, the sterility of the room, the clinking of instruments.
还有烧焦的味道 I mean, even the smell of the cautery.
左肋膜和右肋膜差不多一样 The left and right pleura are approximated.
在这里我的大脑能完全不想其他事 It's the place where my brain completely turns everything else off.
福姬，再重装一次 Um, BokHee, we're gonna need another reload.
欧文一定很高兴我不用在家里烦他了 Yeah, I'm sure Owen is happy that I'm out of his hair at home.
他的表现很棒，负担了大部分的养育工作 He has just been so great, taking on the lion's share of parenting
一周还要上班60小时 on top of his 60-hour work week.
他最不需要做的事情就是照顾我 Then taking care of me I'm sure was the last thing that he needed.
他一定不会介意的 No, I bet he didn't mind.
我说过昨天读到的类淀粉沉积症案例吗？ Did I tell you about the amyloidosis case I read yesterday?
没有，但你应该要说到了 No, but I'm guessing you're about to.
福姬，再一条缝线 Another suture, BokHee.
照片中那名男子，右心房的附属器官是绿色的 The appendage of the man's right atrium
照片中那名男子，右心房的附属器官是绿色的 was literally green in the picture.
不是造口袋 It's not the ostomy bag.
-是液体 -是从切口流出来的？ -It's fluids. -So it's coming from the incision?
-我的切口裂开了？-亚当斯，去拿造瘘袋 -Did my incision open up? -Adams, get a fistula bag.
要测量流出了多少液体 We need to measure how much fluid is coming out.
可能是肠皮瘘管 It might be an enterocutaneous fistula.
因为皮肤跟部分的消化道连在一起 It's when your skin becomes attached to part of your digestive tract.
要帮你做CT确认 We need to get you to CT to make sure.
告诉我朋友好吗？ Will you tell my friends where I went?
-我不想让他们担心 -好，交给我 -I don't want them to worry. -Of course. I got you.
来吧 There you go.
我刚做完腹腔镜胆囊切除术 Hey, I was finishing up a lap chole.
尽可能赶来了，什么情况？ Came as soon as I could. What do we have?
紧急剖腹产，结果出血无法控制 We did a crash section and had uncontrollable bleeding.
应该是HELLP综合征引起的肝破裂血肿 I think it's a ruptured liver hematoma from HELLP syndrome.
-应该还是确定？-化验结果还没到 We think or we know? - The labs still aren't back.
糟糕，她的子宫又出血了 Damn it, she's bleeding from the uterus again.
-用血管介入治疗？-不，她失血过多 -Should we take a VIR? -No, she's lost too much blood.
必须切除子宫，子宫切除钳 We need to do a hysterectomy. Heaney clamp.
目前有几袋血？ Okay. How many units so far?
四袋血，两袋新鲜冷冻血浆 Four units of blood, two units of FFP.
她还需要更多 She's gonna need more.
扎住圆韧带 Ligating the round ligament.
呼叫介入放射科 All right, page IR.
要他们准备做紧急栓塞术 Have them on standby for an emergent embolization
我们可能需要支援 if we can't get control in here.
好，要取出子宫了 Okay, uterus is coming out.
-贝利医生，请问… -这里还需要血 -Dr. Bailey, did you-- -We're gonna need blood now.
-吸水海绵 -好，抽吸 -More lap sponges. -Okay, suction.
天啊，怎么回事？ Oh, my God, what happened?
格瑞弗斯，呼叫血库，启动大量输血 Uh, Griffith, call the blood bank and activate MTP.
格瑞弗斯，快！ Griffith, now!
安田，你看到什么？ Yasuda, what do you see?
肠皮瘘管 An enterocutaneous fistula.
建议怎么治疗？ Recommended treatment?
要动手术切除已经形成的连结 We'll need to surgically remove the connection that was formed
分开多里安的小肠和皮肤 between Dorian's small bowel and skin.
可恶 Damn it.
目前他不能从口腔饮食 For now, no food and drinks by mouth for him.
他才刚开始脱离彻底悲惨的处境 He was just starting to not be absolutely miserable.
不限制他的饮食，只会变得更糟 If we don't restrict his diet, it will only get worse.
做全套血液检查 Get a CBC,
应该考虑把他送回重症监护室 and we should think about taking him back to the ICU.
-好 -灾难不断 -Okay. -News keeps getting better.
已经开始点滴注射抗生素 We already started IV antibiotics.
应该很快就有帮助 That should help soon,
但可能要过几天才能动手术 but might be a few days until we can operate.
你去说还是我去说？ You wanna tell him or should I?
神经科病房
物归原主 Property returned.
找到一款喜欢的胸罩，厂商就会停产 Man, you find a bra that you love, and they'll just stop making it.
很烦 It's a whole thing.
我没问 - Didn't ask. -
要跟林肯确认安排卡珊卓的半月板修复 Uh, just checking with Lincoln on booking Cassandra's meniscus repair.
你在想取消赌注吗？ Are you thinking about backing out of our bet?
不，我爱免费晚餐 No, I love free dinners.
希望你哪天吃得到 I hope you get one sometime.
你吹嘘的嘴脸只会更激励我 Your smugness just makes me more motivated.
如果是事实，就不算吹嘘 Well, it's not smug if it's true.
好，如果我输了 In fact, if I lose,
我就请吃尼可莱蒂餐厅的牛排跟龙虾 steak and lobster at Nicoletti's.
你有信心加注吗？ You confident enough to up the ante?
好 Okay.
如果我输了 Then if I lose,
我们就在车上做爱 we have sex in a car.
我就是这么有信心 That's how confident I am.
或是你很想跟我车震 Or how much you wanna have sex in a car with me.
詹姆斯贝克特医生请到急诊室 Dr. Beckett to the ER. Dr. James Beckett to the ER…
阿多还好吗？能见他吗？ Is D okay? Can we see him?
他一定很饿，但现在大概冷了 We figured he'd be hungry, but it's probably cold by now.
反正他也不能吃 Well, he can't eat it anyway.
他爱吃帕玛森烤鸡，是他最爱的店 He loves chicken parm. It's from his favorite place.
能留给他明天吃吗？ Can we leave it for him to eat tomorrow?
他明天没办法吃，后天也不行 He can't eat it tomorrow, or the day after.
他可能再也不能吃了 He might never eat again.
真的？为什么？ Really? Why?
因为他中枪 Because he was shot.
三发子弹打中他的身体 Three bullets went into his body.
他在鬼门关前徘徊了好几周 He's been hanging on by a thread for weeks.
他一直被困在这里，不晓得还要住多久 And he's already feeling disconnected enough not knowing how long he'll be here.
他不需要听那些陌生人的故事 He doesn't need to listen to stories about people he doesn't know
或是他不会参加的毕业典礼 or graduations he won't attend.
他只要知道你们会陪着他 He just needs to know that you're actually here for him.
亚当斯，我们去走走 Hey, Adams, let's take a walk.
你们不来可能更好 Maybe it's for the better that you weren't here.
你们不知道他受了多少苦 You obviously have no idea what he's been through.
亚当斯，去走走 Adams! Take a walk!
非常抱歉，我马上回来，好吗？ I am so sorry about that. I will be right back, okay?
你疯了吗？ Are you out of your mind?
多里安住院51天了，他们现在才来探病？ Dorian's been here for 51 days, and they waited till now to visit him?
也许是他不要他们来，你有什么毛病？ Maybe he didn't want them here. What is your problem?
萝伦，加油，两个漂亮的孩子等着你 Come on, Lauren, you've got two beautiful babies waiting for you.
血压还在下降 BP is still dropping.
用普林格止血法 Um, doing a Pringle.
她心肺快停了 Uh, she's coding!
可恶 Damn it.
开始做心肺复苏 Okay, starting CPR.
-威尔森，继续填塞 -好 - Okay, Wilson, keep packing. - Yeah.
格瑞弗斯，穿戴袍子和手套 Griffith, gown and glove.
我还没完成处置纪录，应该不能… I haven't completed my procedure log. I don't know if I should--
我现在不管什么纪录 I don't care about the damn log right now.
我只关心这名女子快死了 I care about this woman dying on the table.
我需要帮手 I need more hands.
你跟亚当斯在救护车时，你用手指做普林格止血法 Okay, remember when you and Adams did the Pringle maneuver in the rig
-还记得吗？-记得 and you clamped with your fingers? - Yes.
你要再做一次 Okay, you're gonna do that again.
来吧 Come on.
找到十二指肠旁韧带然后夹住 All right, find the paraduodenal ligament and squeeze.
-夹住了 -很好 - Got it. - Good.
好，手指夹着别放 Okay. All right, hold your fingers still.
-佛格森先生 -是我 -Mr. Ferguson? -Yes. Yeah.
你太太正在动手术… Your wife is in surgery…
萝伦，她… Lauren, is she…
她大量失血 She lost… …a lot of blood.
但稳定下来了，我们要送她去重症监护室 But she is stable, and we are taking her to the ICU.
原来她不是消化不良 Turns out her indigestion wasn't indigestion.
她的疼痛让子癫前症恶化，导致肝衰竭 Her pain was worsening preeclampsia. It caused her liver to fail.
但宝宝很健康，我们会尽力帮萝伦 But your baby is healthy, and we are doing everything we can for Lauren.
子癫前症？我不懂 Preeclampsia? I don't understand.
没人注意到吗？ Shouldn't someone have seen this?
我们才看过妇产科 I mean, we were just at our OB.
我们待了两小时她才进产房 We were here for two hours before she went into labor.
佛格森先生… Mr. Ferguson--
我们做了完善的计划 All we've done is plan,
就在我们知道又怀孕了的那天 you know, since the day that we found out we were having another baby.
我们大量阅读，参加线上讨论 I mean, we read all the books, the online discussions.
为了以防万一，我们选了陪产员跟哺乳顾问 We just settled on a doula and a lactation consultant, just in case.
萝伦没打算遭遇这种不幸意外 You know, Lauren was not gonna be another statistic.
这不在我们的计划中 This was not in our plan.
我们没这样计划 This was not in our plan.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
好的 Okay.
我哪时候能见她？ -When can I see her? -I'll go check.
我去确认 -When can I see her? -I'll go check.
谢谢 Thank you. Okay.
要是萝伦怎么了… If Lauren had…
-我可能做不到 -你行的 -I-I don't know if I could do this. -You could.
你们取名了吗？ Have you picked out a name?
取了 We have.
叫席梦儿 It's Simone.
意思是「信念」 It means "faith."
你说什么？ Excuse me?
伊玛妮，意思是「信念」 Emani. It means "faith."
亚伦 Aaron.
我不确定你走了没 I wasn't sure you'd still be here.
吉莲是孩子的母亲，我想确定她没事 Gillian's the mother of my children. I wanted to make sure she was okay.
薛波医生修复了畸形 Yeah. Well, Dr. Shepherd repaired the malformation.
吉莲在重症监护室休养，她没事 Gillian is recovering in the ICU. She's okay.
我不确定到底怎么了 Not exactly sure what had happened.
我们没有过大吵之类的冲突 There was never any big fight or anything.
我们只是不再说话了 We just stopped talking.
我告诉自己这种事可能很自然 And I told myself that maybe that's what happens
毕竟都结婚20年了 when you've been married for 20 years.
知道对方想什么，不需要说话 You know what the other person is thinking, you don't have to talk.
但我认为… But I think…
我只是害怕失去她 I was just scared of losing her,
所以我没问 so I didn't ask.
但我还是失去她了 But now I've lost her anyway.
我很遗憾 I am sorry.
开始给艾米莉亚女士升压药 All right, let's start Miss Amelia on pressors,
每15分钟帮她做检查 and keep checking on her every 15 minutes.
-好吗？-没问题，医生 -All right? -Absolutely, Doctor.
夸斯里医生请到心胸外科 Dr. Crosley to cardiothoracic surgery.
比尔夸斯里医生请到心胸外科 Dr. Bill Crosley to cardiothoracic surgery.
手术时我很想你 I missed you in surgery.
不好意思，今天也是这么忙 Yeah. Sorry about that. It's just been one of those days.
我知道最近你跟玛姬在讨论离婚 Um, I know you and Maggie have been discussing divorce.
我只想跟你说，我会全力支持你 I just want you to know you have my full support.
好的 Okay.
我把你当儿子照顾，我也不想改变 I've come to care for you like a son. I-- I don't want that to change.
如果你想进一步认识那护理师，别客气 So if you want to know that nurse better, be my guest.
你很有魅力，而且也还很年轻 You're an attractive man with quite a few years left.
你应该多享受一下 - You deserve to have a little fun. -
但不必像今天一样躲着我 Just you don't have to avoid me like you did today.
本来不怪，都被你搞得很怪了 It's only weird if you make it weird.
其实我的绕道手术做很久 Actually, my bypass graft ran long.
才没办法处理食道裂孔疝气 That's why I didn't make the hiatal hernia repair.
所以是我搞得很怪 So, I just made it weird.
对 Yeah.
不过 But, uh…
很高兴知道你这么支持我 it's good to know I have your full support.
好 Yeah.
需要什么？ -Hey. -Hey, what can I get you?
两份龙舌兰，谢谢 Two shots of tequila, please.
没问题 You got it.
谢谢 Thank you.
约了人吗？ You meeting someone?
没有，我不想说话 Nope. I don't wanna talk.
谢谢 Thank you.
-再来 -好 -Refill. -Yeah.
威尔森医生，萝伦佛格森的化验结果来了 Dr. Wilson? Lauren Ferguson's labs just came back.
我本来要回家了，还好吗？ I was about to head home. Everything okay?
我刚收到病患的化验结果，确定有HELLP综合征 My patient's labs just came back positive for HELLP syndrome
但她都经历了好几小时的折磨 hours after she went through hell.
她需要休养好几个月 She won't recover for months.
她的四岁女儿跟刚出生的小女婴 Her four-year-old daughter and her newborn baby girl
今天差点失去了母亲 almost lost their mom today.
很遗憾 I'm sorry.
如果我催一下化验结果… If-- If I'd just put a rush on these labs then…
就能避免这种事 all this could've been avoided.
我常常读到这种可怕的结果 I read about these awful outcomes all the time.
我却还是造成这种状况 I'm just part of the problem.
你对自己太严苛了吧？ Don't you think you're being a little hard on yourself?
我的孕妇生病，我却不知道 My patient was sick, and I didn't know it.
我不知道是我没问对问题 I don't know if I didn't ask the right questions
或是我没仔细听，但不管怎样都不对 or if I wasn't listening, but either way, it's a problem.
我觉得我要放弃一般外科 I think-- I think I need to quit general surgery
全心投入在妇产科 and… …focus all my time on OB.
好的 Okay.
好 Okay.
你跟多里安的朋友道歉了吗？ Did you go apologize to Dorian's friends?
你当他们面骂我，也许是你该道歉 After you called me out in front of them, maybe you should apologize.
居然是我该道… Maybe I should apol--
你该庆幸目击者是我，而非史密特或贝利 You're lucky that it was me that saw you and not Schmitt or Bailey.
不然你只能值夜班 Otherwise, you'd be stuck on night call,
像我一样最近常从醉鬼的屁股里挖出异物 pulling objects out of drunk people's butts like me most of the time lately.
所以不客气 So, you're welcome.
你也会对关这么做吗？ Would you have done the same thing for Kwan?
是你搬出去！ You moved out!
我也没叫关搬进来，是格瑞弗斯 And I didn't even ask Kwan to move in. That was all Griffith.
所以我很遗憾你们没结果，但我… So I am sorry that you two didn't work out, but I--
这跟席梦儿没关系 It's not about Simone.
你说你受够了 You said you were done.
对，因为我气你偷走处置机会 Yeah, because I was mad that you stole the procedure.
我没想到你会跟我的营队女友一样 I didn't think that you would just, like, disappear into the middle of the night
我给她写诗，她就半夜搞消失 like my camp girlfriend after I wrote her a poem.
你在嘲笑我吗？ Are you laughing at me?
没有，我只是… No, I just--
我想到了跟你吵架的感觉 Yeah, I'm remembering what it was like to fight with you, and it's--
这是我最近最正常的感觉 I mean, it's the most normal I've felt in a while.
真可悲 That is pathetic…
天行者 Skywalker.
就是这样 There it is.
我快做完了 Mmm. I'm almost done.
你妈传讯，孩子睡了，好难得 Oh, your mom texted. The kids are down, shockingly.
泰蒂，我怕失去你 I'm afraid of losing you, Teddy.
我两天前做了心电图，杜古说一切正常 I had an EKG two days ago. Ndugu said everything is good.
不是的，泰蒂 It's not, Teddy.
感觉像…好像我们是自动导航 It feels like-- It feels like we're on autopilot.
孩子的行程，我们的行程 The kids, their schedule, our schedule.
你在休养时还说得过去 It made sense when you were recovering,
现在你好多了，我们却还是很隔阂 but now that you're better, it feels like we're still far apart.
我们不再说话 We don't talk anymore.
我目前的工作负担很重 I am struggling in my work right now,
我跟艾米莉亚谈这件事，我应该跟你谈的 and I'm talking to Amelia about it when I should be talking to you.
欧文，我希望你找我谈 Owen, I want you to talk to me.
但我不能，因为我不想… But I can't because I don't wanna--
-我不想再多给你压力 -我没事 -I don't wanna put more stress on you-- -I'm fine.
你差点在我面前死去 You flatlined in front of me.
欧文，我不知道要怎么让你相信 Owen, I-- I don't know what else to do to convince you
你不会对我造成伤害的 that you are not going to break me.
拜托，找我谈 Please, talk to me.
如果这20年来还有什么 I mean, if there is anything that I have been able to count on
是我能依赖的，就是你，跟我们 in the last 20 years, it's-- it's you, it's us.
我好想你 I miss you.
我好想念我们 I miss us.
什么？等等，你要做什么？ What? Wait. What are you doing?
孩童比成人更不怕说出自己的感受 Children are less afraid to say what they're feeling than adults.
我也想念我们 I miss us too.
只是随年纪渐长，我们学会自我审查 It's only as we get older, that we learn to censor ourselves.
也许我们这么做是因为害怕破坏现状 Maybe we do it because we're simply afraid to rock the boat.
再一杯，达伦 Another shot, Darren.
好的 You got it.
还是约翰？ John?
-是J开头吗？-不是 -Does it even start with a J? -No.
抱歉 Oh, sorry.
格瑞弗斯 Griffith?
-糟糕 -拿外带吗？ -Oh, no. -Picking up?
跟我走，谢谢 Let's go. Thank you.
我现在下班，所以你不能命令… I'm not at work right now, so, technically, you can't tell--
如果你爱这份工作，就别再说下去，起来 If you like your job, you will not finish that sentence. Get up.
或者我们害怕说出自己的感受 Or maybe we're terrified that by saying what we feel,
或讲出我们的需要… or asking for what we need--
担心说了会引起更多的冲突 that it will cause more drama than there is to begin with.
看起来不妙 That doesn't look good.
她要独处，我回家后会看看她 Uh, she wanted space. But I'll check on her at home later.
所以奶昔算甜点还是饮料？ So do milkshakes count as a dessert or a drink?
因为我们只赌喝的 Because we only bet drinks.
我会说都不算 I'd say either.
你也可以让我出 I can cover them if you want.
不用，赌什么就是什么 No, no, I settle my bets.
所以剩下的只有在车上做爱 So, I guess all that's left is sex in a car.
应该吧 Guess so.
你没等我就吃了？ Hey, you ate without me?
你要坐着等我吃完 You have to sit here till I'm done.
所以我们选择一次又一次地把话藏在心里 So we choose, over and over again, to tamp down our voices.
跟一杯奶昔，谢谢 …and a milkshake. Thank you.
埋在内心深处 To stuff it so far down,
都能闷出病了 it can make us sick.
直到再也憋不住，必须发泄出来 Until we can't anymore, and we have to let it out.
你怎么都知道东西在哪里？ How do you know where everything is?
我都不晓得来过几次了 I've been here more times than I'd like.
非典型腹痛，我早该想到的 Atypical abdominal pain. That's what I should've been thinking.
你不是妇产科医生 You're not an OB-GYN.
是啊，但我该告诉威尔森医生的 I know, but I should've said something to Dr. Wilson.
我妈在葛蕾史隆医院过世 My mother died at Grey-Sloan…
就在生我的那天 while giving birth to me.
这我不知道，席梦儿，我很遗憾 Oh, I-- I didn't know that. Simone, I'm so sorry.
我不知道细节，但我知道有人疏忽了 I don't know all the details, but I know someone missed something.
我一直想知道是哪些医生 I always wondered who those doctors were.
现在我知道就是我 Now I know they're me.
看着我 Look at me.
你今天用尽了你学到的本事 You did everything you were taught today.
用尽了我们学到的本事 Everything that we were taught.
所以我们才需要坚守岗位 This is why we need to be here.
所以萝伦这样的病患，需要我们这种外科医师照顾他们 Why patients like Lauren need surgeons like us to care for them.
我们的职责就是确保没有人会被漏接 It is our job to make sure that no one falls through the cracks.
确保没人会忽视他们的痛苦 To make sure that no one overlooks their pain.
而这次事件并不公平 And-- And it's not fair.
没错，不该是这样的 No, it shouldn't be this way.
萝伦现在应该要清醒着抱她的孩子才对 Lauren should be awake and holding her baby right now. Yes.
但这不代表是你害她无法这么做 But that doesn't mean it's your fault that she's not.
来 Yeah, here.
喝吧 Come on.
你好好休息 You get some rest.
即使这是世界上最难的事 Even if it's the hardest thing in the world.
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